Not feeling very holly jolly right now
Dec. 25th, 2024 10:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
risingcometMerry Christmas, guys! I unfortunately don't have anything good to share.
It just feels like these Christmases keep getting worse and worse the older I get. I keep getting less and less gifts and he'll I didn't even get anything this year! WE DIDN'T EVEN PUT UP THE FUCKING TREE! It's a bit selfish of me to go "ohhh I didn't get anything :((" but when my friends are getting so much stuff I can't help but feel a little bad.
It also just feels more, lonely? I guess? Last year I had my friends with me but now they barely even talk to me. My irl friend is also all the way in north carolina so I can't hang out with her either. All I can do is lay in bed and watch YouTube videos like I always do.
It's also very hard to be happy when my rights could be taken away in the very near future.
But still, I hope you guys can have a nice day today :)
It just feels like these Christmases keep getting worse and worse the older I get. I keep getting less and less gifts and he'll I didn't even get anything this year! WE DIDN'T EVEN PUT UP THE FUCKING TREE! It's a bit selfish of me to go "ohhh I didn't get anything :((" but when my friends are getting so much stuff I can't help but feel a little bad.
It also just feels more, lonely? I guess? Last year I had my friends with me but now they barely even talk to me. My irl friend is also all the way in north carolina so I can't hang out with her either. All I can do is lay in bed and watch YouTube videos like I always do.
It's also very hard to be happy when my rights could be taken away in the very near future.
But still, I hope you guys can have a nice day today :)
