I wish I was more artistically talented

I don't want to say that I can't draw, because that's just not true. I can draw, just not good. Which sucks because I really wanna draw fanart. I'd also like to make art of my yumeship but I can't because if I do then I'll just be disappointed that it doesn't look as good. Tbf I'm kind of the same way with my writing  (but at the end of the day I know that I'm a decent writer so...)

I got the mind of an artist but the skills of a writer